Title: Sex is Violence
Author: RealThomas777
Date: Fri, 04 Dec 2020 08:26:47 -0500
Link: https://realthomas777.substack.com/p/sex-is-violence-04e
 
‘‘Love will tear us apart, again…’’ - Joy Division
 
The most predictably human response to despair is to attempt to disseminate it -
or diffuse it. In the former case, the manner in which this is attempted is 
through externalizing violence. Conventional violence. Violence of blatant, 
malevolent deed. This is why violence is NEVER truly impersonal unless it is 
carried out by a man who had made a both a study and a discipline of it (see 
Musashi, Joachim Peiper, Codreanu, Billy Wright). Private violence - that which 
does not in any way partake of the POLITICAL - is the seminal example of 
impersonal violence. Of course, the ENEMY enjoys bandying about the lie that 
violence is never truly impersonal, and that Political values are always deeply 
personal but that is both patently dishonest and outside the scope of what I aim
to convey. 
 
I find it far easier to convey to our people the importance of NOT disseminating
their despair through violence - issuing such appeals is resonant in a way that 
speaks to both REASON and something deeply subliminal and pre-rational. And I am
very thankful for that. The other modality of despair - which manifests in 
attempts do diffuse its crushing, monumental power - finds expression through 
EROS. And the - terribly destructive - culture in which we are mired reinforces 
this tendency in ways that are so total and immersive that it is very, very 
difficult to redeem anyone from its grasp. 
 
Young men see in beautiful women the opportunity to conquer something both 
viscerally tangible and transcendent and a way to diffuse crushing, inner 
despair. The problem with this is that its an emotionally invested endeavor and 
its fundamentally deforming. I am not suggesting this as a moralist or as 
someone who is NOT worldly. I am a pillar of Salt - ALL men are depraved sinners
but I am speaking candidly when I state that prior to reforming my behavior and 
arriving at the decision to serve my People and to serve GOD I was an incredibly
debased sinner and I both treated women very, very badly and used them to manage
a crushing anxiety within myself and to sublimate the violence that was within 
me - consuming me - and threatening to unleash itself at all times. 
 
You will NOT find yourself being able to splendidly incise your emotions as you 
seek to sexually conquer a feral, scarlet woman who excites you terribly - and 
even you ARE able to do so, you will be imposing a moral deformity upon yourself
that you will not be able to later remedy when the thrill of sublimated violence
and sating of furious EROS no longer holds luster due to encroaching mortality, 
despair, loneliness or necessity. 
 
WHO are you? Ask yourself that every day that you are alive on this Earth, that 
you are breathing and enjoying the miraculous gift that GOD gave us. Evaluating 
the MAN that you are and must aspire to be is the only way to manage the FURY 
within you that is both the source of the most inspired works that issue from 
your creative power and the most debased SINS you will commit (as I will, as we 
all will and do). Go with GOD…